I honestly feel like I’m never going to be accepted as a horse person simply because everyone at my school has been riding so much longer than I have/has their own horse/has a lot more money that I do and get to do every show that comes along. I try so hard to make friends but it all just feels fake. I feel like no one appreciates how hard I’ve worked to get where I am. And I feel like no matter how hard I try it will never be enough.
I don’t want to be that girl they talk about after I walk away. :/
But it just seems like I’m never going to get a horse. And I can’t stand it. I’ve been begging for one ever since I could talk. Now, I’m trying to plan financially and I just don’t know. Everytime I think I have enough money to start actively shopping, something happens and I have to dip into my savings. Eff mah lyfe.
i don’t understand why people that already have mass amounts of tack reblog the giveaways.
like I AM POOR. I NEED IT. OK?!
Its for a good cause.
Who doesn’t spend more then two hours on Tumblr?
//People spend less than two hours on Tumblr?
Really? Is it even physically possible to spend less than 2 hours on Tumblr???
Normal people: flowers, chocolates, jewellery, dinner at expensive restaurants.
Me: horses, saddles, bridles, ponies, floats, trucks, paddocks, barns, going on trail rides, going to horse shows together.
And you’re like
me: the fuck is this
me: who the fuck are you
me: dayum pull yo skirt down please
me: walk faster fuckface
me: fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
me: no you're a whore
me: dont touch me i have more followers than you
me: i wonder what would happen if a guy with a gun came in right now
me: pew pew nigga
me: i'd push you in front of me whore